Thursday, April 20, 2006

Florida Life

I think Florida life suits me. Don’t get me wrong; I still don’t like the terrain, the radio stations, the cost of living, and the salaries here. I hate the fact that only one of my old friends are here and I had a bittersweet moment this week when I finally turned in my PA license and transferred my tags over to Florida.

But for the first time in years, I’ve made it through late winter/early spring without the intense seasonally affected depression/frustration that always hits me February-May. Yes, there’s still a month and a week left, but normally I would have called out of work every other week, just because I couldn’t make it out of bed. This is always the time that I left most of my jobs or screwed up my studies.

I guess the “As good as it gets?” post was one bad day, but perhaps the bright sun and warm weather are doing some good!!

In work news… I called out of PT job last Thursday and Friday, and finally quit this week. I don’t mind working more hours, but this ended up being more hassle than it was worth.

They hired too many people for this project so I and others in my training group sat in Max Capacity for 2, 3 and 4 hours before starting our shift. Max cap means that even though there are seats and computers available, they are rented and it costs less for the company to have us sitting around doing nothing than to work. Ordinarily this would be fine, but if I’m busting my butt getting over there after working 8 hours, the last thing I want to do is sit in the freezing lunch room until someone else is done. We also don’t have anything to do after 12am because it’s after 9pm in all US time zones. So again, nothing to do and we get fired if they catch us on the internet or chatting twice.

Max cap also means that all the overtime they promised us is no longer available.

The commissions they promised are an illusion. Yes, you’ll get 1.50 for an install you schedule, but our group doesn’t even have access to the customer until they have been contacted by another group three times. The best people in the group are only getting about 5 sales a day… and that’s on a good day.

I’m sick of having to clock out to take a break, go to the bathroom and go to lunch and be lectured daily on keeping your personal items to a minimum. Also there were a group of un-chic geeks (probably more accurately labeled “dorks”) who played dungeons and dragons for the last 2 hours of every night… This… was… much… too… much!!

Plus, now there is opportunity at FT job for overtime for at least another month! Working 6 hours a week there gives the same amount of money as two 25 hour weeks at the other… it was a hard decision!

New roommate “P” will be arriving at the end of the month. I’ll admit, I’m a little nervous because I know she’s a bit of a holy roller and she sounds like cheerleader on the phone, but I’m withholding judgment for now because that’s $550 a month that I’m saving and I’ve got bills to pay, baby!

I will also actually have a refund this year!!! I’m so excited!! $700!!! I could cry! :D

I think that’s all I have to say about that! More later!

Much Love!

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

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So. fucking. over. GC guy! I'm guessing he was just shy the first two days because he is utterly and completely annoying to me now... He won't shut the hell up! He spent the entire class period either whining about the computer system - totally ignoring the trainer (who's gotten much better and is actually quite nice) , or talking about some way wacked out stuff like "documented cases" of time travel and worm holes or giant mummies found in south America that had fiery red hair and horns or looking up sports online or just generally being an arrogant ass and know it all. Now, if you know me well enough you'll know that I like cocky men, but this. was much. too much! And this brings me to reason #223,323, 234 why I am not in a long term relationship... I can have a complete relationship in my head - before the guy even knows I exist. In under a week I've gone from totally enamored to completely disgusted. I'm just glad we didn't (virtually) get around to having and naming kids this time... Messy (virtual) Break-ups are always so hard on the children... :) My rebound (virtual) relationship is with Mr. B who is not as good looking as GC guy, but who has taken to calling me "mami" (For you hopeless white folks out there - and "bubble girl" think Puerto Rican version of "baby/honey" and not the ignorant Gone with the wind character)... And girls... today was the day I learned that being called "mami" in a very deep voice by a man with a great smile.... makes me smile..... and a few other things I dare not mention....
(give me a minute.... um... maybe two.... and uh... yeah... I'm going to need a couple batteries!)In other news... I think the "online ordained" minister that was sitting next to me in class was sipping a LITTLE MORE than Arizona Iced Tea in his bottle tonight!! I mean... hey dude... whatever get's you through the night, but... WOAH! Also, if my boss' Manager (who I'm forced to work with since my boss is out training this week) doesn't lose the 'tude and shut the fuck up... I swear I'm going to put my foot up her ass... Normally I bend over backwards to accommodate and but this. is. not. the. week! This morning when she arrived I was coming back with my coffee and just remarked offhandedly that she was working on some paperwork that I gave her last week. So she says something about not having time to do it until now which I knew, because she's been busy. So I said "that's ok, it's not due until tomorrow" we have plenty of time... in a nice, normal genuinely cheery voice to let her know that I wasn't trying to hassle her... She shoots back, "Yeah never do today what you can put off to tomorrow is a great attitude to have." WTF lady?! This is the also the second time this week that she has given me work to do at 3:50 and 4:00 that HAS TO BE DONE by the end of the day, when she knows full well I have to leave at 4:30... Yesterday I looked at the clock and said that I would do the best I could, but I had to leave in a half hour... She says something to the effect of "well that's the kind of stuff I like to hear!! and walks off. Today she gives me a HUGE... HUGE document to proof and incorporate her changes into - again... has to be today. I was so pissed at her that I worked triple time and got it done. Had it back to her and was out the door at 4:30... (bi-otch!) And finally, I think the magic number is 2... Two cups of almost unbearably bad coffee mixed with creamer and hot chocolate in the morning will keep me awake all day.... I just hope I can get to sleep now!!! Much love!
Ps. How could Blogger not recognize "fuck" or "fucking" in the spell check?! (it suggested Buck or Puking)